Im bored stiff ! Im all alone at home. Zzz, so lonely ! ;( I really envy my friends and their bf, seeing how sweet crush and her bf was, i almost cried bcos it reminded me of me and marcus. Hais. I miss hugging him and touching his face ( ::"-":: ). Whenever school is over, all of them take out their phones and start calling their BFs, something i used to do too. Now? Hais.. MIAN GONG LIAO!

Anyways, went to Suntec City with a friend ytd. Just friend uh ! He kept asking me out and i rejected many times, but he kept asking & asking so i anything lor. He gave me roses and we watched a movie. We watched 'Ghost Rider' which was so boring i kept dozing off ! Haha. So damn paiseh luhs ! And i guess he was pissed off bcos i kept msging too. LOL. Saw so many couples and i wished deep down in my heart that somehow, my date would be marcus. Zzz. Wishful thinking on my part i guess. Hais, it really sucks to be lonely. And i read this quote somewhere, ' Hold on to what really makes you happy' and i`ve decided to hold on to marcus bcos he is what really makes me happy. I know he might be moving on now and all but i know that somehow, he still loves me, just that he doesnt realise it yet. ;x At least thats what i hope. Haha..

Alrights, im getting kinda tired now so i guess i`ll just upload pictures and im off to take a short nap. =)


Sammie Sammie & Sammie. I was wearing an oversized off shoulder and it kept falling off lah ! Haha The top is super duper baggy but the bottom accentuates the figure. Very comfortable bcos its damn cooling but the holes at the side very big. Once you lift up your arms, everything inside can be seen, so i made sure i was wearing a nice bra. Haha.. No lah, just joking, but really when you lift up the arms, everything inside can see. ;x

Bb- Sammie. I think i look very young in the first pic. haha. but at the same time, i look like i am constipated. LOL.

The flowers and the lil bear connected to it. The flowers are rotting bcos i put it inside my bag and thts also why its so kiam chye. haha. Okay.. thats all!

Bye bye.

Sammie misses Marcus, does Marcus miss Sammie too? ;x

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were,
but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done

Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside
but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this..

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back...

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away...

I miss you alot boy!